You Should Be Here

Today of all days… You should be here. If I’m being honest, I never expected you wouldn’t be… I hadn’t planned for this eventuality. I’m trying to enjoy myself. There’s music and dancing, family and friends… And our girl. You would have been so proud of her choices, her bravery. She would have loved toContinue reading “You Should Be Here”

The Decision

He screamed down at me, though tears of rage and jealously, “I thought you loved me!” Numbly I looked around the room through my swollen eyes. I took in its abysmal state… The things he had broken, my blood on the counter where he had smashed my face, my grandmother’s watch, irreplaceable and now brokenContinue reading “The Decision”

The Beautiful Chaos

How could I call you mine? Even if I wasn’t turned off by the phrase and its implications of owning another as opposed to loving another free soul… Even then, it would be impossible for me to ever call you mine. Because you are you… The most beautiful, amazing and unpredictable person I have everContinue reading “The Beautiful Chaos”