Complicated

You asked me to go

And I did

Not because I wanted

To meet your stupid friends

And not because I need

To make friends of my own

You asked me to go

And I wanted…

What did I want?

To please you?

To shut you up?

To show I cared?

If I figure it out

I’ll tell this corner

In which I sit

(in which I hide)

(from your stupid friends)

You asked me to go

And I realized

What I really want…

I want YOU to go

Because…

Right now

I am more in love

Much more in love

With my keyboard

And the words I can write

The worlds I create

That ask nothing from me

And have no stupid friends

Who expect…

What do they want?

Oh right I don’t care…

I should tell you though

I need you to go

Because…

I understand

What was wrong

I know now I was

Already

In a relationship

When you came along

And you need to go

Because…

This relationship is complicated

Originally published here: https://medium.com/lit-up/complicated-e078ac7c2e3b